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water [Feb. 2nd, 2006|11:24 pm]
[Current Mood |calmcalm]

I have lifegurading.
i suck at it.
Im scared of water.
Im going to fail.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
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(no subject) [Dec. 31st, 2005|12:23 am]
[Current Mood |blankblank]
[Current Music |Cinderlla Man]

christmas break had been good.
very relaxing.
Today i slept till about four(i did a lyn porter).
then i got up and went to work, worked Five-Nine.
Afer work planned oon going out, but spending time with the family just looked much better.
So we ordered chinease food and rented some movies, and im ganna get back to the movies.
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Christmas.. [Dec. 26th, 2005|12:08 am]
[Current Mood |gratefulgrateful]

somehow christmas is always great.

being poor and not getting many gifts some people would say would suck.
not having huge family parties on christmas and christmas eve, some would also say suck.
But, ya know what i had a wonderful christmas.
everything was great. my parents did what they could to get us some stuff it was very nice. and we may think that it sucks for us to not get many gifts on christmas like other people, but think about how our parents, who cant buy us the gifts must feel, they are not any more happy about it than we are..
you just have to have love. and christmas gifts mean hardly nothing to me. Of course i love to open that gift on christmas morning, but then i stop and think how much this must have set my parents back.. I got two shirts from abercrombie, one from hollister and one from the gap and some Tommy PJ pants. and that was my christmas, it was probaly about $100 i know my parents could have used that money to catch up on some bills, andi told them i didnt really want anything andi was fine, i knew tho they wouldnt go wiht out getting me anything.
but really i think that i would rather not have four shirts and some pj pant and would rather my parents put it aside for some bills...
but it christmas i guess..

But other than that today was wonderful, went to marks grandmas house for dinner..it was great.
Mark bought me a green polo from abercrombie (like i need another polo but i love it) and then a red zip up sweater from the gap. some gloves from the gap. and he also said that he will take me out to dinner. <3 hes so wonderful!

Im off to bed,
work at nine am.

Merry Christmas everyone.
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(no subject) [Dec. 15th, 2005|09:52 pm]
[Current Mood |calmcalm]
[Current Music |write this down-George]

lots of snow!
love it.
After school made plans to get drunk and sled.
but it all fell throu, which kinda sucks.
i was looking foward to it.
but we are all going to have to definitly do it.

and thats that.
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college [Dec. 13th, 2005|06:22 pm]
[Current Mood |excitedexcited]
[Current Music |rodeo]

I got my letter from CMU
yay i got in!

It will be fun, mark and i there!
oh man!
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(no subject) [Dec. 12th, 2005|10:40 pm]
[Current Mood |calmcalm]
[Current Music |there is no arizona-Jamie O'neal]

the weekend was completed succesfully!
9th weekend.

Today hung around then went to the show with Mark.
We seen Elizebethtown.
It was kinda cute i suppose.

Now i have math homework to do,
but yeah, i dont really feel like doing it.
so im not going too.

Im ganna get to bed. Good Night.
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Im ganna kick your ass. [Dec. 10th, 2005|10:15 pm]
[Current Mood |angryangry]
[Current Music |lisa mom dad]

Worked tonight, it was interesting,
very interesting.

On my way to Ang's tonight..
Yupp Yupp 9th weekend in a row.
When im good at something i like todo it alot.
Haha-is that even a skill?!
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(no subject) [Dec. 10th, 2005|12:30 pm]
[Current Mood |coldcold]

our heat broke.
Im on the computer with gloves.
its so cold.
Im almost excitied to go to work.
Atleast I wont be cold.
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(no subject) [Dec. 8th, 2005|09:13 pm]
[Current Music |Self Esteem-Offspring]

So if you watch more than 7 hours of OC aday. Does that mean you have a problem?

Well thats what i did today, for the 2nd day in a row.
and i love it.
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(no subject) [Dec. 7th, 2005|09:25 pm]
so my mom tells me today.
Sarah you should start dressing nicer to school, or people are going to think that you dont know how to dress.

i've warn a white T and a hoddie to school for like the past two weeks.
Its just so comfy.
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